DOES A FEELING FOR SOMEBODY REALLY FADES AWAY??

hmm...if i were to be ask, i think no..because if you really did love that person no matter how long have you moved on, there will always be this spark in her that when you see her it's like all the memories in the past when you're still so in to her flashes back..specially when she is the most recent one that you have loved..you know the feeling when you are talking to your past love and you want to tell them all the things that you didn't tell when you're still courting her??of course you won't really tell it cause she might think that your feelings for her comes back and but it really did come back, you just don't want to ruin your friendship, so you'll just look into her face and smile..sometimes there is this situation which your past love is joking that you have a crush on her but you still do really have a crush on her..hehehehe.....it's so funny that you can't look in her eyes and tell the truth, so you will just laugh and try to change the topic cause you really want to forget your feelings for her..for you to forget that special feeling, focusing on other girl is not a solution...trust me..because you will not really forget her..for me, the best thing to do is to just accept that you still love her, but never think that she can never love you back, because you can get anything you want as long as you keep on trying, never give up, never lose hope, never back down, never fear failing, never fear pain..like they said, "love till it hurts no more"..hehehe...i used to think that when i fail for the second time, third time, fourth time and so on i will be embarrassed because that they might say i am so stupid, but now i think that it's not really stupidity it is just being true to yourself..because it is more stupid if you keep on telling yourself that you don't love that person anymore and still deep inside you, you know that you do..and what if they tell you that you're stupid??if the girl is really worth the risk, you will find that in the end "the juice is worth the squeeze" (i got it from the movie: the girl next door) :)

so when a former suitor stops courting you, then you become close friends, never be surprised when he tells you that he still loves you, because he is just being true to himself..


just because i moved on, it doesn't mean that i won't be here if you ever changed your mind..just remember that what ever you do, where ever you go, whoever you will be you will always be special for me..