i know that i really have that tendency to be insensitive most of the time, especially, in times when i'm not in the mood to have an argument or just too tired to discuss something. its really my nature, i don't know if i can still change it 'cause i grew up that way. i get used to the life that i get what i want and when i failed to get it, i act like a child and release a behavior that will annoy someone in order for me to have that some sort of revenge because he/she didn't give what i want. just like on being in an argument, when i'm not in the mood to give in, i really won't. i believed what i want to believe, and sometimes, when i'm having a fight, even if i'm the one to blame with, i don't admit it, at least to myself. so the result would be a bigger fight and me hurting someone who really matters to me. i really want to get rid of this attitude, but i think it's because of my ENORMOUS PRIDE that i tend to ignore people's feelings. i know that time would come when the people around me will get tired of my attitude, but before that time comes, i believe that i'm already mature enough to say sorry and to admit to myself those faults that i've done. i'm sorry.. especially to the girl who released her tears because of my insensitiveness.