this september was full of happiness, i guess for my romantic life. well, it's the only thing i want to think about. of course, when you're in love, you only want to think about the memories, things, and the girl that makes you happy. so don't be surprise that my blogs are almost all about her and "us" even if an us doesn't still exist..well, i'm hoping and praying that we'll get there soon..
the best way to start the month is to be with the girl who holds your heart.. <3 last september 1-2 was one of the greatest day of this year, for me..well, no need to elaborate..
there are just some things that you can't resist, and when you try harder to resist it, you just end up doing it and wanting it more..last september 2, we had our first breakfast together.. :')
i also remember last september 10-11, when we held a mini party at our house, though only few make it, because of their lame excuses..jhoanna came and of course i was really happy, but what somewhat i felt lonely, 'cause i still can't introduced her to my family as my girlfriend..well, it'll come someday, i don't want think about when, it just gets me more excited and more impatient..some of the best happenings in life are the ones that are left unplanned.. :) like the fact that she stayed up to 8pm in our house because of her headache, so we had more time to together.. :)
just this sunday, we had church together..it's been a long time since we had church together, 'cause it was always cancelled due to the evil rain..then i brought my camera, 'cause i thought that we haven't got any pictures for this month together even if there had been so much happenings..i can't explain my happiness when i'm with her with just a smile.. :)
even if we see each other almost everyday, i'm glad that we don't get tired of missing each other..even if i tell her sometimes that she's not a good kisser, i'm so glad that she still kiss me..even if i think i'm already full of sweat, i'm glad that still holds and hugs me..and even if we're not still in a relationship, i'm so glad that our love doesn't fade, instead it just get stronger by each passing day..
i believe in what pastor paulo said: "god knows what you want, even before you ask of it" and god will give it to you, when the time he thinks you're ready.. :)
i absofuckinglutely love this girl.. :') (sorry for the term) :)))
